Grief

"Grief"  

This is the last painting from my "addiction series".

I found a similar painting on line one evening and immediately became inconsolable...everything about it spoke to me...it was me...

I decided right then I had to try and make it my own...but how?

I didn't think I could do it... One night I had to do something... I was alone and needed an outlet for my emotion...

I thought, what can I loose?... I'll try... I got started... I harnessed the zone and it took me two hours to complete...

 

It portrays my grief...

The depth of my grief...

The canvas weeps with me...